My heart is in my hands; I place the word in my lap, thereupon I rest my heart in the word, and then seal it with a silk ribbon tied ever so tight. Delicate a hand should be to untie the ribbon, to open the word, to bear permit upon my beating heart.

Worries are usually consistent with the kind of lifestyle a person lives; therefore, making them rational to the person who is worrying and sometimes irrational to the person who does not have that lifestyle. My point is do not be so stubborn hearted towards others, even if you don't understand their worries or agree with their lifestyle. Be merciful and gracious to them, so that they may see the love of Christ in your life.

The epitome of loveliness, my heart desires more and my eyes cannot ignore. As modest as the lily of the valley; such a woman of virtue. How can I express with words the things I dare not say before the time.

I will love my wife, as myself, she will be as a queen to a king that is something I refuse to compromise, my word is my bond. I will be a man whose word is his bond, I will not compromise right for wrong. I am one of a dying generation, a lost breed of men. Men that God said himself are indeed men of honor. I will be a man my heavenly father approves of.

Under Godly council, I was advised to give you space because at the appointed time you would be ready and I would speak. God knows all things; therefore, I wait patiently for that appointed time God has ordained. You know who you are, dare I say more, my lips are sealed until that appointed time.

Before I can be a man who a woman commits herself too, I want to be a man that a woman knows she is secure with. I don't want to be a man that is only a dreamer of dreams, I want to be a man who is a dreamer of realities. And then when that woman decides to commit herself to me, She will know that I have the qualities of a real man, and I am filled with the spirit and the power of God. Now what woman doesn't want a man like that?

I am salt and light in the world. Christ is in me and I am in him; as long as I am here, anyone who comes to me will not hunger or thirst for the things of the world; instead they will be filled with the hunger and thirst for the word of God. And they will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of Christ shine in them! I declare it as a reality!

And let me be so clear as to say, I would never break some ones heart, especially the woman I love. Someone asks, how can you be so sure of yourself? I say this, I know who I am and whose I am. And this word, a man is only as good as his word. Is not his word his bond. A man's word should be his bond it should never be broken, no matter what. Here is an ism, a man who breaks his word is like a captain of a sinking ship caught in a terrible storm, whose captain know not wither to jump off the ship or go down with the ship, and whose crew have all abandoned him.

I used to fear that if my heart got broken one more time I would never have the strength to piece the remnants back together. I felt that way because in the past my unorthodox behavior for love and impatience caused my heart to be broken. You know I wish I could say that, If it's your fault it won't hurt as much than if it's someone Else's fault. Yet, I can't say that. So you put up guards and shields and you hide yourself. I hid myself in the Lord, so that neither I nor anyone else could do any more harm to me. In the past, I let people know things about my past, I thought I could trust those people and depend on those people. Just some of them turned away from me, and some ridiculed me. And yes it did hurt. I said never again. So I hid myself away in the Lord who loved me for me no matter what. I do this so that if a woman wanted to be with me she would have to be in the Lord first, in order to even find me. I did it so that people who come into my life won't affect me anymore. I trust that someone who is in the lord can see who I am, not who I was or what I did in the past, but who I am. And know that I am who I am by the grace of God. Need I say more. I focus on him for he is first priority everything else is placed afterward.

As I count down every hour, every moment; as I watch the days pass by, I cling to patience. The hour is nearly upon me, the day is almost come. My heart is replete with gladness, truly overflowing with expectation.

What can I truly say, I don't really have the words to explain how I feel. Yet, I have prayed and waited for this moment; however, it caught me by surprise. I am a hopeless romantic caught in a tide of emotions. You already know me as a man who is in the Lord. And at what cost would it be to know more about me? How could I ever turn away from you. Ask me, and you will know me as a man of flesh and blood.