I cannot explain the way I'm feeling, these emotions are obtrusive to my heart, but it's my fault for opening the door to them. Yet, even still what will they render to me? And, how does it benefit me to keep them locked away, they would certainly eat at my heart and my soul. However, the chains are broken and they are set free, and look! This pillage left done to me, have raped me of my joy, such audacity. How can one rest with such a tormentor, it has become a thorn in my side; indeed, alone I cannot overcome it. Therefore, I receive such an abundance of grace to combat, even overcome such a tormentor.