I don't always make the best choices, but every decision I make I talk it over with my heavenly father, sometimes we talk about one thing for days, weeks even. My father knows me and I know my father. He knows what's in my heart, I cannot keep anything from Him. He advises me carefully on everything, and is often blatantly honest with me on certain matters. So, to keep something locked away in my heart breaks both our hearts because if it matters to me than it matters to him also.